Sunday, February 28, 2010 ♥ 22:54
♥ smooches
Baking. Who knew it got this stressful. It's only 11 and i'm exhausted. I think i could fall asleep right here right now. I think i will never take part in a bake sale ever again. I've been so out of sorts. I've never ruined so many baked goods. It was sad to watch. I'm still pretty stressed about it. I'm sorry to everyone i screamed at today. Hope you know i didn't mean it. >.<
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 ♥ 23:29
♥ smooches
I was happily sitting on the swing with Wei Jing. I love swinging. It's wonderful. Suddenly, there was a nosie behind us and Wei Jing jumped off her swing in fright. I followed suit. Well, it obviously didn't work out too well for me because i landed on the floor on my ass.
It was not pleasant. I sat there in pain, unable to move for more than 3 minutes. Then, i finally got up and moved on with life. Today, i have a black bruise the size of a ping pong ball on my ass. You'd think that with so much fats on my ass it wouldn't be able to bruise. Well, the painful injury on my left butt cheek proves otherwise.
I might never swing the same away again. o.o
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ♥ 01:13
♥ smooches
I'm so upset.
I went to my cousin's open house and met new friends there. Well, my mom gave me a long lecture for "sticking to that guy". Excuse me? I didn't stick to anyone at all!
I have no idea why my mother thinks that i was following him around and hitting on him or something because i seriously didn't even talk to him that much. We didn't even have a 1-on-1 conversation so i have no idea why she thinks that i was into him or something. I didn't even make eye contact or flirt in any way at all!
She insists that i should have brushed him off when he talked to me. Well, i think that would have been really rude and not very nice. It would also have left a bad first impression on someone who knows people i know too. Anyways, i was just making new friends and expanding my social circle so i have no idea what the big deal is.
I really do not know why she made such a big deal out of it and gave me a lecture. I don't see what i did wrong.
And i don't know why she called me desperate. You know something's wrong with you when your own mother calls you desperate. Am i really that desperate? I find that quite impossible since i hardly leave the house to socialize enough to be labelled as anything.
Besides, all my cousins are 15 or younger. They enjoy sitting around and prank calling people. If you were me would you hang out with people your own age or sit around making prank calls? Someone tell me what i did wrong. Am i really desperate?
Monday, February 8, 2010 ♥ 19:32
♥ smooches
Got back from camp yesterday! I'm leech bite free. I never thought i would survive the 3 days and 2 nights but i did. Yay me.
Well, we got there on Friday and went to our tents and all. I was in the 3 people tent but one person didn't come so Ke Xin and i got it to ourselves! XD Awesomeeee. The tent was tiny! I don't know how they expected 3 people to fit into it. Then when we got all settled down we had one hour of abstinence talk. Then, night walk.
Oh, how i despised night walk. I had extreme difficulties getting up the stupid mountain. Plus, i was super paranoid about leeches. So, i went to stand between Dim and Daniel. God bless Dim! He saved my life like 20 000 times. I don't think i could have survived without him. Especially when i freaked out in the middle of the river because Daniel made me so paranoid about the leeches.
I think i almost crushed Dim by practically jumping on him. The poor boy. Hahaha. I couldn't stop with the nervous talking and nervous laughter when i got out of the jungle. I think i'm traumatized. I still get nervous talking about it now. It was terrible. Thank God there were no leeches on me or i probably would have died. Well, that was the day that i decided i wasn't made to be in the wilderness.
Next day, we had 3 more hours of abstinence talk. Isn't that just great? Abstinence. Then, we went stream trotting! Was abit freaked out to be in the water at first. And i seem to have no balance in the water cause i kept tripping and falling over. I think i would have died without Dim there. He practically dragged me up the stream. Outdoor activities. I have no idea how they do it. I blame it on my unfit-ness.
Next day, i woke up aching all over. I'm still aching all over today. And i'm covered in rashes. It's gross. I have concluded that i'm either allergic to the wilderness or my sunblock. The latter being the most likely. Hope they clear up soon. I feel really gross. Overall, i had alot of fun at camp eventhough i am an extreme city girl.
Conclusion :
- I was not made for the wilderness at all. I was designed for civilization.
- I have allergies.
- Dim is my jungle life saver.
- Camp was fun!
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Monday, February 1, 2010 ♥ 22:01
♥ smooches
When's the best time to break a heart? What's the best way?
Well, no time is a good time for heartbreak and there isn't a best way. But i'm so glad you broke mine because whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
And obviously, i'm not dead. So, when i heal, which will be soon, i'll be stronger than ever. And what will you be?
A weakling, the same way you left.
Besides, i learn from mistakes. I'll learn from this.
I may be bitter now but honey, i'm the sweetest you'll ever taste.
Even the best fall down sometimes, but watch me.
Cause this is me getting back on my feet.
