I suffered today. Went for the environment club form 5 farewell thing which turned out just to be kfc at pwtc. Haha. Sat on the same table as Gwen, who told me she's stopped eating shark's fin soup for a year now. That reminded me bout my vow not to eat shark's fin soup made earlier in the year. But it just so happened that the day i vowed never to eat it again, i never attended a dinner that served shark's fin soup. That all changed today.

I sat next to my cousin, who eagerly took mine when i said i didn't want it. I watched her eat it and exclaim about how good it tasted. She even implied that i was being a retard and kept asking me to have some. I'm just lucky that she downed it so fast cause she loves it so much. But what she doesn't know is that i love it just as much as she does but i have to give it up! Don't tell me i'm being a retard! I'm making a stand for this. I mean, i know that there will never be a day that everyone in the world stops eating shark's fin soup but i sincerely think that the change starts in me.

I mean like, if everyone just had that it-will-never-happen mentality then everyone would just continue eating the shark's fin soup and there would be no change. But if i stop eating it then at least that's one less person. And, with Gwen, that makes 2! See? There are 2 of us already! I can feel the change already beginning to take place. Haha.


Well, if you don't know the reason for this sudden need to stop eating shark's fin soup, you have to find out about how they get the fins from the sharks. Seriously. Inhumane. If you don't think so, then you probably wanna go see a doctor cause i think you're missing a heart. Haha.

I feel so.. violated. My personal space. I thought there was an unspoken bubble. Turns out there isn't. I was just sitting at the table, happily eating chiffon cake today. When suddenly, my brother came downstairs. He stood at the other side of the table and stared at me for a full minute. Suddenly, he leaned across the table and just peeled off some of my chiffon cake that i was holding in my hands and stuffed it in his mouth. I sat there for a while, frozen, thinking : what the hell just happened? Then i finally found my tongue and demanded to know why he would break the unspoken rule of personal space.


What kind of world do we live in that someone can just grab chiffon cake out of another person's hands? It was so strange. I don't even know what the word that kind of behavious is. But i'll just use the words invasion of personal space. It's called personal space. Learn it. Know it. Practice it.

Anyways, i'm webcamming Jye. Haha. I absolutely hate my webcam. Jye's is cooler. Haha. his has cool effects. AND it came free with his comp.



This is what Huei Jyes are for. Hahaha. To tempt me with cool webcam effects and then nag me about how i should be studying for my SPM. Haha. =] I hardly ever use my webcam but i guess i've been using it alot lately. Haha. XD Why? Cause of you. Haha. And you know you when i say you. ;) Goodbyyeee!!

By popular demand (meaning Lionel and XiaoYun), i shall blog about the fate of Lili and Eugene. Haha. You guys gonna love this one. My lovely friend Lili. She is tall, thin, sporty, smart, has big eyes and fears cockroaches. And guess who also has the very same characteristics. Our happy friend Eugene. Yes. Both come from Sri KL. Both going to Taylor's college. It's fate!

Barty : You sound like Cupid with your high pitched voice. I can imagine that u know u go to a random couple then u go KISS KISS in ur shrill voice.
Eli      : Then they do it huh?
Barty : Well duh, cause you're Cupid!

So, as Barty put it, as Cupid, i have decided that Lili and Eugene wil get married and have kids who are tall, thin, smart, sporty, has big eyes, fear cockroaches and have constant migraines. Haha. It's like a match made in heaven! And to top it all off, they both have no date for prom, meaning that they can go together! How much more perfect could it get?

Everyone agrees with me! From Grace to Lionel. =] Eventhough they both will not succumb to their fate, i can see it now. Haha. The wedding. I've already planned their wedding gift. It's a blender. And i insist that someone gives them a toaster and a juice maker as well as a frying pan. Any volunteers?

So, anyways. Grace and i (normally i would say me and Grace but people keep correcting me. AHEM.) decided to have a little talk with Eugene one day. This meaning that we got him backed against the wall, staring at us in fear with his big eyes. We then subtly suggested that he ask Lili to prom. This meaning that we insisted they were a match made in heaven and they were going to get married. Haha. Too bad HemaWhema came in and we had to run away. Haha. Dang! I thought we would convince him!

So, yes. Progess has yet to be made. But we will succeed soon! XD And i have to say that my matchmaking skills are awesome possum! Haha. Wouldn't you agree Barbs and Barts? XD Hahahaha. No need to say it out loud. I know you do. Hey, apple! Haha. Goodbye!

Lioniepoo says i should blog about things other than my life. That made me think. Haha. The reason i don't blog about other things is that i don't have very strong opinions about most things. The only things i feel strongly about are the colours yellow and pink, and Ian. Also someone else but i won't mention any names. He's a meaner! I'm okay with everything else. My thoughts are always neutral. Haha. 

I have no idea how people just feel what they feel and tranlate it into words. I just can't do that. I think i don't like emotions. Haha. I only like being happy. I don't cope with anger or sadness well. That means that i mostly burst into tears when i'm angry or sad which, i might add, is very embarrassing! Hmm. I don't know what kind of person i am. As Jang Foong very nicely phrased it, i have an identity crisis. Haha. Funny boy, that one. But doi really have one?

Today, i was sitting next to Keng Yee in EST seminar and we were looking at the essay questions. The woman managed to confuse us so much that we tuned her out and moved on with our lives. Anyway, at one point she told us to elaborate on one point of the essay because she was gonna ask us to read it out loud in front of everyone. So, me and Keng Yee picked the point that said cover your mouth at all times. XD We then proceeded to cover our mouths with our hands.


Eli             : We should cover our mouths at all times, like this, even when we're talking, like now.
Keng Yee : *mumblemumble* (I have no idea what she said cause we had our hands over our mouths and we couldn't stop giggling.)
Eli             : Okay, let's move on to the next point. It says avoid touching your eyes, nose and mouth at all times. 

Obviously then we had a super giggling fit. Haha. XDXD Good times. Good times.

Oh yeah, and just the other night my dad decided to insult me over dinner. We were eating sea cucumber and he stuck a fork into the sea cucumber and started wobbling it. Then he said : Look! It jiggles! Just like the fats on your thighs when you walk! I rolled my eyes at him. Very funny, dad. =.=

Also had a Biology seminar today. Gosh, the woman was boring! Lili, Grace and I decided to have a paper conversation which they then told me to take home and burn but i won't because we love the environment! XD Our paper conversation was so pretty because all our pen colours matched. I don 't understand the point of all these seminars! It's not like they help very much. The freaking EST woman couldn't tell us anything! I heard alot of "you might or might not get the 2 points for this question". Well, i could tell you that! You might or might not get an A for EST. See? They should hire me instead. 

SPM is in 4 weeks! I'm under so much stress right now. I have no idea why i'm wasting my time blogging when i should be studying. I need to get A for Sejarah! From a fail to an A. It's a giant leap. I'm getting so worried and stressed up about it. My hair is falling out! I've lost so much hair since the beginning of my trials. If this keeps up i'll be bald by next year. My mom reckons it's because i'm using too much shampoo but i don't think that's it! I've cut down my shampoo by half. my shampoo now is only the size of a 50 cent coin. And somehow i'm still losing hair! I blame stress and so does Hannah. 

Now, i'm convinced that Ian treats me as a guy! Haha. Today, we knuckle touched. (I just felt so accepted and cool.) Haha. Hannah was very surprised. She thinks we are so weird. Haha. Also, he just called me homie. Haha. That just totally proves that in Ians eyes i am a man! XP. I'm totally kidding. I think Ian's too man to date a man. Haha. Hannah is very amused by Ian and I because one day during trials we were discussing how we would never have kids and Ian came along and said he wanted kids. But i told him i didn't. He then looked me very seriously in the eye and said : We will discuss it. Hahahaha. That was so weird!!! I was like werttt?!!! Hahaha. Funny.

Okie. I have alot of things to blog about i'm too lazy to phrase my sentences and think about everything now. Haha. I'll blog another day! =] Lili, you must know your destiny. =] Byyee!!

Woke up today at 6 with a pain in the neck. Literally. I must have fallen asleep with my head facing the left cause i can't turn my head to the right without experiencing intense pain. I don't know what to do about it. Woke up when the sky was still dark and tried to turn my head. Managed to, but only slightly. Then i gave up and went back to sleep, hoping it would go away. (the sun had come out by then) Woke up 3 hours later at 10 still with neck ache until now! It's almost been 12 hours and i still can't look to the right! You know how hard it is to live life not being able to turn your head to the right? I don't know what to do! 

Ahhhh. This is not pleasant. Not pleasant, people! I need a massage or something. Sighh. Does life not just suck? Does for me right now. All i want is to have a neck that functions properly! Is that too much to ask for? 

Okay. Just gonna drop a blogpost real quick cause i have school tomorrow and i'm really tired.


Yesterday, i walked into an old lady. Uh huh. It was a total accident!!! I misjudged her walking speed and tried to cut across her and we collided. Then her daughter thought i was out of earshot and very loudly said : she walked right in front of you!! So i turned around and gave them an i'm sorry! look. No idea if it worked but i felt bad for the rest of the day. Haha. I'm not an old lady hater! It just happened!

Yesterday was also mooncake festival. Between the 4 of us, we managed to melt half the clothes pegs in my house and burn down a string used to hang clothes. Oops. Haha. It was hard work! All for this.

Parents are stange creatures. I don't understand how their minds work. Just today i was in the car and my mum decided to bring up last Saturday. It's a long story so sit tight, people. 

I was happily going for my lil cousin's birthday party and my parents were going for a wedding. My mom told me to give some mooncake to my grandfather, the type you keep in the fridge. So, i happily gave him the mooncake, assuming that he would open and look at it before putting it away since i already stressed (under my mother's orders) that the mooncake was specially for him and that he should share it with noone. I was sorely mistaken.

I had dinner then went upstairs to play monopoly, which i lost. But i hope that the winner is happy living alone in Monopoly land. Muahaha! You know who you are. Then it was getting late so i went downstairs to wait for my parents and my aunt came, bearing mooncake which she cut up and fed to my grandfather at the speed of light. 

Then, my mom came and i told her to ask my grandfather tell my grandfather bout the mooncake i gave him just to be sure. So, he went and got the mooncake out from some box which was not the fridge and that was when my mother exploded. Mmhmm. She started freaking out at me because i didn't put them in the fridge. I defended myself, saying i didn't even know where the fridge was. She asked me why i didn't tell him it was meant to be kept in the fridge. I had no defence so i quickly helped them keep the mooncake in the fridge, which i was competent enough to find. Even after putting the mooncake away, she was still screaming at me so i said yeah, yeah it's all my fault and sat down, angry. 

Then, she told my grandfather to eat the mooncake that she gave him. He said he was already full from the mooncake my aunt fed him. She was. I don't know. Jealous? And was all like, you eat her mooncake you don't eat mineee! And he said that when my aunt got there she started feeding him the mooncake and he had no choice but to eat it. She then proceeded to say that it was all my fault for not feeding him the freaking mooncake. I was already all hormonal and angry so i raised my voice like :

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO, MOM? YOU WANT ME TO KEEP IT IN THE FRIDGE OR CUT IT UP? WHAT?

Then, i stormed out of the kitchen so that noone would see my angry tears. Not a wise choice because my lil cousins all came out to stare at me so i went back in and my mom was waiting to ambush me. She started screaming at me loudly bout how she's my mother and i should never raise my voice at her that way. Everyone was staring at me from the kitchen. She then told me to stop crying. Yeah, i can just hear the words "stop crying" and magically stem the flow of my tears. Talk about unreasonable requests.

Oh yeah, i was angry. Even the next day at the lunch table when my dad said : "You gonna start crying on us again?" And laughed like he just made the funniest joke in the world. And when my aunt called my mom from Spain, my mom told her the story, conveniently leaving out the part where she blamed me for everything and made it sound like i raised my voice at her for no reason at all. She even added all the "raised her and she treats me like this" pity crap.

I'm still angry bout that today. So, when she brought it up i was not happy. Especially because she clearly stated that i was angry because i didn't tell my grandfather how to store freaking mooncakes.
Well, if that's what she thinks she obviously does not understand the way the mind of a 17 year old teenage girl works. She proceeded to ask me all about Lili's party. Followed by whether i wanted to go swimming tonight. Now where is the logic in that? She said she wanted me to stay at home and study. Well, i can hardly study while i swim now, can i? 

She also said we were going out for dinner. that would probably take up alot of time. About as much time as i would spend at Lili's party, no? So, i asked her what the logic behind that was. And she got angry and told me that if i wanted to fail my exams i could go ahead and fail my spm. And how i can't go out because i am being punished for failing chem during my mid terms, not because of anything else. Can she not see how she is contradicting herself? If the reason i can't go out is because i am being punished then that has nothing to do with me failing my spm. And if she's gonna bring me out anyway then i won't be studying and i would "fail my spm" anyways, right? 

She then decided that i was just trying to make life hard for her so that i could go to Lili's party when the truth is i was just trying to see the logic in her thinking. Well, we ended up eating leftovers at home and i still don't understand the way my mom's mind works. Haha. Wow, that was a long post. If you are still reading my extremely long rant then you know i love you. Haha. Bye, people!

Oh. My goodness. I didn't realize i didn't have the hightlight feature until i read Keng Yee's blog. (Note the clever use of purple highlight.) Shit. I think i'm in love. =] COLOURS are gorgeous. I can't believe i just wasted my life doing that. Damn. Highlighting is awesome. Hahaa. I'm so tired right now but i wanna watch gossip girl because i'm so behind i haven't even watched season 2. I know i should be studying but the world is so full of distractions. Ahhhh. How does one study in this environment? Tomorrow i shall read a chapter of Sejarah. Promise. Damn. It's true. I am in love! O.O Nyahahha.

Oh yeah. And as predicted, i can't go to Lili's party. Conversation went like this :

Eliwelly : Can i go to Li -
Parents : NO!

And that was how the conversation ended.

Yesterday, i was alone at home and suddenly there was a soft knock on my door. At first i thought it was my brother but then he doesn't knock so softly. So i asked who it was and there was no reply, just more soft knocking. So, i got pretty freaked cause usually my brother replies when i ask who it is. I was freaking out trying to figure out what i should do. Like what if it was a serial killer?! XP Called my mum on her cell and she didn't pick up so i was standing by the door, dripping wet in a towel cause i just showered, wondering what i should do. Called my mum again and i think she got irritated cause she shouted : "Why are you calling me? We're home!". Followed by my brother's voice outside the room : "We're home!" Hahaha. Shyyyyyt. He scared the crap out of me. I seriously thought there was a serial killer standing outside my bedroom door. Hahahha. Damn. My life will never be the same again. Haha.

Yeah, i just wanted to highlight something. =] Awesome Possum. Goodnight, people!

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