Friday, October 16, 2009 ♥ 23:28
♥ smooches
Lioniepoo says i should blog about things other than my life. That made me think. Haha. The reason i don't blog about other things is that i don't have very strong opinions about most things. The only things i feel strongly about are the colours yellow and pink, and Ian. Also someone else but i won't mention any names. He's a meaner! I'm okay with everything else. My thoughts are always neutral. Haha.
I have no idea how people just feel what they feel and tranlate it into words. I just can't do that. I think i don't like emotions. Haha. I only like being happy. I don't cope with anger or sadness well. That means that i mostly burst into tears when i'm angry or sad which, i might add, is very embarrassing! Hmm. I don't know what kind of person i am. As Jang Foong very nicely phrased it, i have an identity crisis. Haha. Funny boy, that one. But doi really have one?
Who am i?
Indecisive. Fickle minded. Happy-go-lucky. Random. Evil. Nice. Irritating. Insecure. Short-tempered. Dreamy. Mean. Anxious. Hypocritical. Rude. Polite. Strange. Friendly. Awkward. Unique. Ordinary. Kind. Emo. Funny. Boring.
All. Most. A few. None.
I just have so much going on in my mind all the time. My thoughts all jumbled up in my head. I just need to untangle one to voice out. The best way i can express what goes on in my mind :
Most people don't understand my thoughts i guess. And it takes a long time to explain them caause it's hard for me to express what i feel out loud. Especially really deep feelings. Haha. Maybe i'm weird. I don't know. =]
Just me.
